date: Sunday, March 26, 2006 @ 9:48 am
title: Sidenote.
Self Commentary:Looking thru the old stuff. I realised I have been so disorganised organised and unstructured structure in both my thoughts and feelings. Pitiful pitiful.. The deeper I went, the darker I felt, the more confused I found myself to be. Sometimes I try so hard, I forgot to BE hard. Both internally and externally.Too little desrie. Too much passion.Sprouting in a false world has given me the false impression how influential our society is that induced a series of immature assumption of the myself. The 'frog in the well.' That's me. Wildlife Team surprised me with a froggy softy frog on my 'Crossing 18' day. There's a note inside saying: 'You will be the Prince Charming of ONE one day.. Ha!' I guess its no coincidence of that gift. It's a pun. I can either choose to dream to be the Prince Charming of 36 tadpoles as they have propheied or remain as the frog in the well all the time. Double meaning. Separate destinies. Same destination. God is hinting me and I hope I got the right interpretation. I guess there's no harm confirming with Pastor...
